Keeping the Light On

WESTMINSTER PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH
August 8th 2010
Rev. Mark R. Bradshaw-Miller
Luke 12:32-40
“Keeping the Light On”

“Keep your lamps trimmed and burning.” The old spiritual is a powerful reminder of the need for endurance in the life of faith. And every time I read this scripture I am drawn back to that song. It has been in my head all week. But, for the first time something new occurred to me. I am actually not sure that the image of keeping a lamp burning is simply a metaphor for endurance in discipleship. Instead, I think keeping the burning lamp is about something deeper.
A few years ago the Purpose Driven Life was all the rage. The appeal of that series was the way it fed the hunger many people have to live more fulfilling lives, lives of purpose. The size of the self-help section in most bookstores is a testament to this. But this hunger is more than simply a modern fad. Sewn into the fabric of our being is the need for purpose. This hunger is not foreign to our faith. When Jesus said keep your lamps burning, he is talking about our purpose and passion.
That may seem like I am accommodating to the modern desire for self-fulfillment and self-knowledge above all else. John Calvin, one of the early reformers and foreparent of the Presbyterian tradition, begins his great theological work, the institutes, with what might sound rather trendy. The knowledge of God begins with the knowledge of self, and the knowledge of self begins with the knowledge of God. The journey to self understanding is not a selfish journey. In the process of this journey, we learn that we are made to be in relationship with others. The greatest commandment is that we love our neighbors as ourselves. So in order to love and serve our neighbors we have to begin by loving ourselves. It really is about keeping our lamps burning. But how do we do that?
We do this by taking time to get to know ourselves better. Being a child of God means we have been created to be ourselves. We are not called to be anything other than who God created us to be. But, all our lives life we are told we are not enough simply as we are. As a result we learn to put on masks: Masks of arrogance that cover our insecurities, masks of joy that cover deep pains, masks of energy that cover a flame long since extinguished. We all wear masks and we all play roles and the problem comes when the masks we wear and the role we play no longer resembles the person we are inside. But that is not the calling of our lives; we have been created for more.
Finding and nurturing our flame does not involve a major life change or a journey around the world. It usually begins with simple yet profound questions: Where is your heart? Where is your joy? What puts a smile on your face? In the answer to those questions is the answer to a greater question. And that question is this: What is your treasure? The answer to that question makes feeding our flame a great deal easier. So if it is so easy, why are we all not doing it? I think the answer lies in the fear, fear of what we might find out. That is why Jesus begins by saying: “Do not fear!”
Jesus knew the result of a life based on fear. Lives based on fear become small. Fear makes our lives small, it makes our actions, and our thoughts small. Fear preys upon our energy our lives, our vitality. Fear will lead us to fight and to defend the really insignificant. Fear blurs our vision so that we end up spending our lives are in the service of other treasures and other masters. It is not something that happens all at once. Mostly it is a step by step, year by year happening and then, one day, that little flame, the light, the energy, the passion is gone. It has been snuffed out by all the insignificant things, ideas, and turf we are trying to protect.
Writer Anne Rice has left the institutional church. Her reasons are simple. She is disgusted by a church which has become small. The church she knows operates out of fear. It fights over money, leadership, custom, race, sexuality, worship style, clothing choice. The Jesus she met in church has been pushed out in favor of turf war and purity. The church which is called to nurture the flame, the passions of the faithful is instead busy sorting out who is faithful, who is pure, who is worthy, who is welcome. As a result all of our energy is spent carving out our turf, collecting allies in the parking lot after a meeting, and making sure everyone knows WE are right.
People are hungry for meaning and purpose and Jesus knows that. It is the church that has a hard time with this message. Instead of waiting faithfully for Jesus return our lights have gone cold and we have gone to sleep. But the good news is that there is more to our faith than what gets published in the news. God has created each one of use for a purpose. The calling is a journey of joy and fulfillment not of self denial and boredom. We are called to live big lives doing great things – even doing what some might think are routine things. But routine things done with a purpose are great. We are not destined to be stuck on the small and insignificant stuff.
Keep your flame burning… What is your great joy? Where do you find energy and passion? When you seek those questions and feed those hungers, it is then that you will come face to face with the one who is coming again. This is the calling, this is our purpose. So let us challenge one another to put aside the small ways, and things for the greater joy. Amen? Amen!